The holidays came and went and now I am broke. With the cold
weather making photography slow I am literally counting my change to get
through to the next month. This isn't fun and makes me sad. Will my life always
be like this? Will I be stuck in this little apartment barely scraping by for
the rest of my life?
I wanted so much more for myself.
Spending my 30’s single and broke isn't what I pictured. I
had dreams like everyone else, of a life filled with love, a happy family, a
house, a yard, vacations, back yard BBQ, growing old with someone.
I know there are TONS of people worse off. I am only 33 and there are still lots ahead of
me (I hope) but today I am in the dumps feeling like this life is sucking me
down. Pushing me into a place I will be stuck in forever.
So for now I am just breathing, going through the motions.
What else can I do? Life goes on.
You are young, you are healthy, you have a beautiful daughter, and you have a family that loves you! Spring is coming....things will look up.
ReplyDeleteYou are young, healthy, you have a beautiful daughter and a family who loves you. Spring is coming. Things will look up!
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